Journey on losing WEIGHT 10 POUNDS!!!!

I started running on the treadmill today, it was so hard and i was so tired but i never gave up i kept going. After a while i loosened up and all of a sudden i just felt like i just want to keep on going and going. while running and walking on the mill my mom came home from work and she started clapping, i felt so good to see her giving me a hand, this is just pushing me to go harder and harder and even more harder i want to lose ten pounds. I want to know what it feels like to not feel winded all the time and just free and clean. I loved myself and my life and i want to live to go to college and marry my boyfriend, i love him with all my heart, he's the best;}

Well that's it for tonight
Meet me back here tomorrow
love to all :)

Hello again blogspot

Sorry i haven't been on here in a while but that all changes right now.
yes I'm still with Angelo and Marnet and I r just cool now.
well its getting late so I'll talk to u tomorrow.

3/30/10 in the AM

OK so tonight was one of the best nights of my life.
Angelo and i had a conversation about our relationship
and how we felt about each other
and this is how it went>>>>>>>

ALL ABOUT OUR CONVO
Angelo Dehaney: well the reason it was so important is that my dad call me when u was taking a bath and tell me i can come home if i want to but i did not want to go because i love u too much and i just wanted some assurance that u feel the same.

"SO I READ MY DIARY TO HIM TELLING HIM Y AND HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM"

Kay-Ann Coley: WELL NOW U KNOW HOW I REALLY FEEL............. R U GONNA GO??
Angelo Dehaney: no
Kay-Ann Coley: AND JUST SO U KNOW I HATE U FOR MAKING ME READ THAT YES YES YES YES U DID PUSH ME NOT TODAY BUT WEN U ASKED ME THAT I WAS LIKE R U READING MY DIARY BUT U KNOW WAT I MEAN SO YEA
OK BUT THE HATE IS NOT LIT JUST SO U KNOW ITS LIKE A JOKE AND A CRINGE HATE
=OMG!!!!
Angelo Dehaney: kay u know say me love u
Kay-Ann Coley: YEA I KNOW U LOVE ME
I LOVE U 2
Angelo Dehaney: u better know
Kay-Ann Coley: I BETTER HUH
Kay-Ann Coley: I KNOW BABE I KNOW
Kay-Ann Coley: THIS IS FROM MY DIARY
Kay-Ann Coley: I LOVE THE WAY HE KISSES ME, IT FEELS SO GOOD, IT TASTE SO GOOD, HIS LIPS R SO SOFT omg!!!! HIS LIPS
Kay-Ann Coley: I SWEAR WEN HE TOUCHES ME THE WHOLE UNIVERSE MOVES;I GET CHILLS WEN HE GRABS ME FROM BEHIND,HIS HANDS ON MY WAIST AND FINGERS NEAR MY vag,HE GRIPS MY WAIST REAL TIGHT AND PULLS ME CLOSE TO HIM"THAT MAKES ME INHALE SO DEEP AND I THINK MY HGEART STOPS
Kay-Ann Coley: I HAVE TO READ FROM I SWEAR
Angelo Dehaney: well i'm feeling tired so i'll talk to u lata call me to........... i love u
Kay-Ann Coley: I LOVE U 2 THEN U CAN TELL ME HOW U FEEL BOUT ME TELLIN UU MY DIARY BIZZZ LOL
Angelo Dehaney: ask me t
Angelo Dehaney: no i'll tell u now
Angelo Dehaney: the way i feel about u i can't even find the words to say, u lift me up when i'm sad and u make me smile u fill a dark hole in my life and u shine so bright the way i feel about u can't be told ,the way i feel about u can only be told when or hearts are connected , u are evry thing i'm looking for your smart, funny and u care about me which is hard to find o can truly say this your my heart and soul
Angelo Dehaney: and i can truly say this u are my heart and soul
Kay-Ann Coley: WAT I TOLD U BOUT MAKING MY HEART STOP NIQQA....THAT IS THE SWEETEST THING ANYONE HAS EVER SAID TO ME WOW THIS IS AMAZING I'M ON THE CLOUDS
Kay-Ann Coley: SORRY I'M THE DEFINITION OF SPEECHLESS
Angelo Dehaney: i was not trying to say anything sweet i was just telling u my feelings that i have for u
Kay-Ann Coley: I KNOW I UM I
Kay-Ann Coley: SPEECHLESS
Kay-Ann Coley: U MAKE ME FEEL SO SPECIAL
Angelo Dehaney: well u are at least to me u are
Kay-Ann Coley: GOOD CAUSE IF I'M NOT SPECAIL TO ANYONE ELSE I KNOW I'M SPECIAL TO U
Kay-Ann Coley: U SERIOUSLY FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART U REALLY LEAVE ME BREATHLESS
Angelo Dehaney: babe i'm tired let's con....... this to.......... alright
Kay-Ann Coley: GO TO BED I LOVE U IT LIKE U WANNA GO BUT U DNT
Kay-Ann Coley: GO
Kay-Ann Coley: I LOVE U
Angelo Dehaney: i love u bye
"I SMILED AND WAVED IN THE CAM"

♥02/12/10♥

I saw Angelo for the first time since i been talking to him for months. He is so darn cute omg!!!
I was at the mall with him and my friend Marnet we were chilling and i was all over him of course, not the way you might think, i was hugging him,grabbing his hand and some more crazy stuff but it was cool. We kept cracking jokes on each other and laughing, he is so easy to talk to. Anyways i kept laughing when i wasn't suppose to just so random right lol!!
I like him so much; i thought i was going to shake or do something stupid when i saw him but nothing went wrong that was one of the best nights i ever had.

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In second block love this class =D

so tired right now did not go to bed very early i just want to go home and sleep....ugh i wish i was home.
doin sumin called prezi its kinda kool its like a replacement of power point thank god
well gotta go do skool work>>>>>>>>>=D

Julie and Julia

I just finished watching Julie and Julia the movie. It was so good.
Two beautiful women,filled with so much life, so much joy :)
Cooking is not my thing, i have no idea why, but watching Julie and Julia has changed my whole perspective on cooking. Cooking is fun:) i can't believe i just said that, but it really is, my mother will be so proud to here me say that. Julie and Julia both loved their husbands and they both Loved Food:) that's what makes them so great.......i can say i love them both

Watch the movie you'll love it.

So boerd

Pussy ass niggaz, in my 4th block. Oh man i hate them. Bitches
*%<I GOT A DIRTY MIND, DIRTY MIND ALL I THINK ABOUT IS READING ALL THE TIME. HAHA LOL>%*